My birthday felt like a special one this year. It always feels powerful with the Sun in Leo, full moon energy building and being right in the Lion’s Gate portal…but this year something felt different.
The day was filled with everything I love: sunshine, pancakes with my family, surprises, viewing life from the back of a horse, tea, fun, connection, some quiet solitude and some rest! When I climbed into bed happy and so so satisfied, I had no idea I was about to receive a blessing / healing / initiation!! It’s pretty usual for me to have lots of energetic activity like this going on as I drift off to sleep…but this felt like a big deal.
As I let my head fall into the soft pillow and let my mattress swallow me up – I began a new little process I had recently learnt to connect my energy to Gaia and the cosmos in preparation for a little meditation. Immediately I felt the strongest surge of energy through my whole body and a sudden presence enveloped me from all directions. Energy kept coursing through my entire body and radiating out from my heart. The pulsing became so intense that I could no longer feel where my body started and the presence around me began; and my body began to feel like it was disappearing (again, this happens to me most nights but it just felt way more intense than usual). Without a doubt, I knew that the presence I could feel was the Pleiadian energy I’ve been blessed to be learning from recently (I’ll write a story about that soon) and with it was a whole herd of horse spirits, most of which felt very familiar to me. They kept telling me to surrender, as energy flowed through me and was directed to different areas of my body. I felt like I was directing the whole process but so were they…so quantum.
For hours (I think, but it was totally timeless anyways) this went on and I felt indeed like I was being gifted a special healing and blessing for my birthday. I received the message that my gift of clairsentience and my ability to move/access energy in particular ways were being shown to me in their full power, because up until now I haven’t fully discovered them yet. I was also being shown my deep connection and ability to communicate with animals (especially horses). As I felt the pure love and ecstasy of the Pleiadian energy & the exhilarating magic of the horses I was taken through a portal, which opened something new within me. It felt like the horse spirits were initiating me, into what, I’m not sure. Perhaps working with horses more. I know something was opened up within me in that instant and I will never be the same.
When some of my human fear came in, I lost the connection to the currents of energy flowing through me they gently told me ‘that’s enough for now. You have unlocked your sentient gifts to a whole new level. There will be chances to practice soon’. I feel like they gave me the safety and permission to unlock my gifts to their full potential. They also guided me to explore more healing horse medicine and I’ll take you along on that wild ride as well!